lamsathanan

Fagr is the name of a little girl.She is so cute and so lovely. She spread love and happiness everywhere .Her beautiful smile never ever leaves her small face. She loves her parents too much. She likes to play football with her dad and to spoil food for her mum.
They are a small family which are live in peace.
But the most important thing in Fagr life is her birds. There is a small nest beside her window where she adapts to say "GOOD MORNING" every day to her birds after that mother bird leaves her to bring food for her kids.
One day mother bird goes as usual to search for food for her babies and during her way she founds OLIVE BRANCH so she decides to take it to give to her friend Fagr as a present so she carries it between her mouth.
She travels alot in a long journey but she finally returns safe, But in this moment she hoped that she is not come yet.
She didnot find her nest or her kids , she searches for Fagr but didnot find her. She enters Fagr home to find a horrible scene.
Blood everywhere .. all things are damaged.. furniture, photos and toys but among all this she finally find Fagr but she wasnot Fagr she knows .. she was a dead body, she hold her beautiful doll between her hands and what strange that her beautiful smile doesnot leave her face even she was dead.
At this moment , mother bird couldnot control her feelings anymore, she opens her mouth to shout loudly "MERCY ON CHILDREN" and here the Olive branch fall from her mouth but she flies fastly to catch it again and puts it in her mouth.
"I hate this world which fulls by a new disaster everywhere, wars, diseases, fire, earthquakes and volcanoes, what a horrible world." mother bird says.
Death everywhere and blood decorates everything.
While she is looking in the place she founds the Holy QURAN thrown on earth and blood on it so she tries to take it from the ground and raise it in highter position.
At this moment bullets from pistol go to her , she fallen on earth and Olive branch fall with her but at this time she couldnot fly to hold it again .
She looks to it on the floor and decided to walk on it by her feets .This is last thing she will do in this life before her death.
"No time for peace.. It is time for force.. Only strong will live"
mother bird said then die.
My dearest reader , Do you know who kill the mother bird and why?!

When you believe in a certain idea you must live, work and die for it is sake .
It must envolved inside you . spread inside you as your blood which run inside your veins.
You may fight for your idea and ask death for achieving it.
This is struggle for what you believe in and this is life as i see.

The room is very dark, it is very cold. Darkness surrounds me, sadness everywhere. I cry.. I shout loudly ..Iam alone...alone...alone.
"Awake up..you are late". This is my mother sound which take me from my dream.
I wear my clothes and go to my work but i couldnot concentrate in anything, i feal that iam very upset but i donot know why.
This sound doesnot leave me for a second "Iam alone...alone...alone"
May be this is the reason , really iam alone.
Loneliness doesnot mean that nobody else beside you but may be hundered of people surround you everywhere but you feal that you are alone.
When you donot find someone to talk with.. when you donot find someone share you same thoughts..when you donot find someone to share you same fealings.. when you find yourself as a stranger between people. In this moment only be sure that you are alone.
It is a very diffucult fealing to feal that you are a bird without wings or sea without water.
It is a horrible fealing to not find a kind heart that love you or good hand tries to remove your tears. May friends are around you everywhere, they smile, talk, play and sing. May you share them by your body but not by your soul. May you smile but it is not a true smile bec. it is not come from your heart. This is the loneliness.
Loneliness is this fealing to be alone in your thoughts, fealings, hopes and dreams even if your body is not alone and even if alot of people are around you but truely you are alone.
Here you must shout loudly, cry and search for a true hug to throw yourself between it.